ps. its another long post about my past.
I remember saying that, "the time when I study Biology it actually means SPM had came to an end". The moment had arrived. Im so glad I finally gone through such a hard time, its like going through another stage of life. I remember before SPM everyone was so worried, counting for sleepless nights. And now, ah, finally I can get a night to sleep well. But before that, I must really study bio very hardly. Goodluck SPM-ers, another 48hours to work hard. I cant imagine what will happen to the school compound after Biology paper 3 had ended. People must be running around the school compound shouting "MERDEKA". Cant wait for the moment to arrive.
Just now when I was not fully awake, I took a quick glance through on my facebook. I got a very sad message posted on my wall. I'll show you,
I was so shock being tagged in a post and then it brought me awake. So sad right? Rest in peace little Sushi, rest in peace. Death is a natural process of life, we must accept it no matter how. I somehow is not really scared of death, because its like something we cant predict and prevent, its the fate that we need to accept.
I remember last year, starting of the month of October. My family received alot of death news from relative all around and also some very close friend. First it was, my dad's friend who always pay us a visit like once a week, they'll gathered around the round table in my house and started joking, talking and drinking. I also remember that night she passed, when we were all asleep. My house phone rang and rang and rang continously. Parents answer the phone and rushed downstairs to get the car and I always remember that night, 14th October. I always remembered her as the one who love to joke around, doesn't matter with who. Rest in peace.
The second one was my great grandmother, I remember my family and I rushed down to Melaka to visit her. I remember my mum telling me that this could be the last time visiting her, seriously. Once we arrived subang, sky was raining cats and dogs, parents cellphone rang countinously again. We all know, its something bad. I skipped my final year examination because of this incident. Okay, there's few more and I only mention the two that I'll always be remembered which they were both a very familliar person. I'm typing all this just to prove death is not scary, its just something unpredictable. Most importantly, appreciate the one you love. Don't leave any regrets to life.
Rest in peace sushi, the left one.
You'll be leaving in a better place.
This post is abit too long. And the next time i'll tell a story of my first doggie because of him, my whole family have a very big phobia of keeping animals, especially dogs.
carina. xo'