I heard a song named "First love" by Utada Hikaru and then the next second I was mesmerizing how was my first love. Actually what is first love? Is it so special? Why is the name so special? First love, they call it teen love, puppy love. Even the name doesn't sound serious, no wonder not many of them last a lifetime or marriage. I got an really good example at home, my parents are at least the one who can make i till marriage, my mum is not my dad's first love but my dad is my mum's first love. geddit, confusing enough heh? haha. The continues of the story is how they got me and siblings! *proud. :)
My first love was at the age of 13, when I'm mesmerizing here I feel it very stupid and innocent. But I cant deny first love is always real, sweet and hardly forgettable, most importantly they are powerful. They make you experience the joy and pain at once. My first love, he is not a perfect guy but he is the first one who I want to share things with, to share happy moment together, not to deny he is also the one I ever loved so deeply so far. He is the first ever guy who make me feel live can be so happy, simple and I need not to care about others I can be my own with him. When his hand touches mine, the feeling at that moment was so real. When he held me in his arms it makes me think that its forever. No matter how short is it, it is still enough for me to remember and kept it in heart. I know I'll never met another guy like you. Now that we all grown up and first love is just a kind of fairytale story. Im glad to at least have that chance to experience those moments. Typing about old times here, it makes me smile because I'm glad I never forget about the moments. :)
carina.