All I want for christmas;

Ok, christmas just ended like ten minutes before. I did nothing special today just stone at home while parents were out having happy hour. I wanted to find someone to talk, and when I look at my contact list, they were not there. So I'll type it here since its already private and all readers are close and trusted ones. *clap clap*

"I love you" is already the pass before you broke the trust I gave you. I waited and waited for you to explain what was actually going on, but you dint at all, you only leave me crying and crying. To regain trust, isnt that easy. Sincerely, did you even put any effort to regain my trust? :)
Trust me, I dont want to hurt you either. I'll just follow my heart to do that big decision.

carina.