True and loyal;

What actually does those both words mean? I dont get it at all. Yea fine, I don't even want to bother knowing. All I know now is I'm totally stressed up, its even worst than the time I'm facing SPM. I never felt so tired before as if I went for a marathon, running around for classrooms like a serious mad monkey, finding direction in a total lost building and worst thing is facing lectures for 5 classes in a row for 1hour and 30 mins per class with only 45 mins to rest. I cant imagine myself facing the same situation for the rest of the year. Everyday, I reached home feeling like finding someone to complain about how thing are going so madly. Okay, everyone in my house are seriously not willing to listen, dont even bother caring how tired is it as if Im just describing things sarcastically. And then worst part is they wanna forced me to work. Can anyone just understand, Im really really tired. You dont understand and dont care, I dont mind at all. But please dont just force me to do anything else. I dont have time, dont have energy to do anything else. See, and that is what happen when human are too tired, thing eventually clash together and then causes major problems. How I hope to human can have 48hours daily. I seriously wish I could cry all things out and then all troubles are gone. Dont have to bother about transportation and all sort of junk. I think I'll reconsider my dad's idea of staying in a hostel. Hah!

carina.