#3

Simple update on life, I've got my semester 3 results today. I'ts not that great i can say but its what I can score for playing through the whole semester. No fails and I'm satisfied. Well, I'm satisfied with it but dad doesn't seem so. He has been repeatedly asking why cant I pay a little more hard work and attention in studying. Gahhh dad. He makes me so guilty for skipping lectures and tutorials. YIKES. To be honest, I really think I had alot fun this semester. *La Da Di Da Di dad shall never see this* haha. But I really like my life now. At least to me, I play hard yet still study may be not as much as I have fun but I did study. Anyway, this is not the main reason im here now....... 

I always find comforting people a difficult task, I always don't know what to say or I'm afraid I might say things that make the situation worst. I actually had what i wanted to say in mind but the part where you form it to words is difficult. I'm not very good at verbally expressing how I feel for them and what they are going through. When they are sad, I really find that all I can do is listen intently or give them a big warm hug. It sucks and I'll feel very bad being unable to comfort people especially you close friends or family. I'd really like to be able to talk, comfort and help them with their problems. Since its so hard for me to comfort someone, I'd always think the best way for me to help someone out and cheer them up a lil' is to stay near them make them feel that at least there is someone who care for them. 

To all my friends, I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. Just saying, but I still mean it. What I mean is I'll be always near you if you need me. LotsOfLove.

Carina :)