Another week has gone! and finally I can sit down quietly gathering all my thoughts throughout the whole week and type this piece of thing here. Im being so
unlucky these days; first, I ruin my own painting with MY OWN HANDS. Then, Im not being able to attend ttcl's 10th year aniversary party. Which is so so so heartbreaking, I seriously dont know how I feel when I told Joseph that I couldn't go because of some personal reason; not that my parents don't allow me to go its just... ah, fine since its over no use crying over spilled milk also. Stay positive Carina. :) Now, the next incident is pretty funny and I bet none of you ever experience it before...haha! Im supposed to meet up with shilin at MCD but by the time Im going out of the house, I realize my wallet is not where its supposed to be and I went searching it like mad around the house. Smart me, I knew its with my parents. My wallet went "shopping" with them :) Hah, so what can I do? stay at home continue with my assignments :/
notice anything went wrong? I'll tell you personally :) Its nothing wrong from here.
The one who influence me most went Im so so so sad. I always love to see him smile when Im sad or whatever. haha. No idea why but every time I see his smile, I smile too :)
Recently, in college we tend to share ghost stories together and then out of a sudden, WeeShin told me that I've some sort of "selective attention" which means you only choose to remember incident which are happy and those which are sad and stuff eg. scary. you tend to forget it until the next person give you a hint. I deny at first. But after I gave it some thought, I actually do agree with it. And Im so proud that I have that "ability" to do so, naturally. Cool right? My life would be very perfect because I tend to only remember those which I love and Im happy of.
self-reminder: theres always next time, stay positive stay positive Carina :)
carina.
