I seriously dont know what I want. I don't even know why I'm being so darn emotional these days. It's like everytime I'm alone in a this big and quite room myself I just feel like crying, I can seriously cry my heart out but I dont know why. I don't specifically know what's the reason I breakdown so easily. When I cry I just want to let everything out, hopefully to find a little space in my heart to fill in those happy moments. Even those laughs and happy times I'd for the for past few months doesn't seem so happy at all.What's wrong with me now? Im not myself anymore. I use to laugh like nobody care and I can find even a single reason to laugh. Now, seriously I cant. I want to speak out and share with friends hopefully I can find a single reason to be happy of because I had a bunch of friends. Without doubts, ther are perfect! A great friend indeed. But they must be bored hearing me saying so many emo stuff for so long, five years i think. Its time for myself to go through this tough moments myself.Tough up CARINA.
carina.