I ain't perfect.
I cant be the person you want me to be.
omgg, national service list is out! I can say, i'm darn luckly. Being the eldest among the family, I have to go through all these the first. Mum and dad is so nervous about the result after i sent the message out. We waited and waited for few hours and finally the message arrive! Im not selected. Frankly, I wasnt that happy and before the message I wasnt that scared too.
Friends, I know im being moddy these days, im srs out of mind. No matter you care or you dont even give a damn about me. I still wanna say, Im okayy! I think this is the strongest i can stay, I dint cry. Importantly, I dint even "cry while telling " whats wrong like i use to. Its irritating, I know. Im glad i stayed strong.
yours truly.