23 June 2010

Flyaways,

The world wont stop turnin'
although you fail.

Anyone of you been sad till the point where you breakdown, in your room? Keep on tearing and crying silently non-stop? Your parents don't know because you're laughing now and then when you turn your back, you'll be crying again. Friends don't know because you can fake a smile showing you're alright. I've not been doin anything since after school. I lie on the bed looking at the celing trying hard not to think anything, force myself to fall asleep but I cannot. So, ended up lying on the bed for the rest of the day. When everyone falls asleep, I was emotionally break down cried cried and cried. " dont cry over spilt milk" "its okayy" "try harder next time" what can i react? Everyone knew theese words wont help at all. Feelin like killing myself now, urrrgh!




carina.